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I'm Alessandra recovering surviver.

I feel hurting inside today after have some good days...

It si probably also related to the fact that I've lowered the dosis of my natural treatment against depression as I will not receive my monthly income till next Monday and if I keep with the normal dosis it will not be enough. 
As a part of taking care of myself I'm going to ask my husband the money to buy more treatment before monday.
On the other sside it seems that I need to come back to work on my addcition related with money (debt, underearning) despite I'm making a lot of work on prosperity through my new profession, and it helps a lot, but it seem it is not being enough......... I'm so sure this probles is a consequence of abuse as well, as all my distorsion with material aspects of life: food, money, sex...
I would like to focus on the healing but I cannot avoid feeling the wound in that process.
I ask God to give me the right people, therapist, sponsors, buddies, friends, in order to recover.
I'm trying to be gentle to myself, I've got a good dosis of my treatment right now, and  am trying to let go the pain.

Love,

Alessandra


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